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I am aware of the fact that I owe many of you art that some of you have already paid for. I am sorry for the fact that I just disappeared. I knew that was going to happen.
I guess I had one of those strange live changing chain of events and personal growth that has lead to this all. I'm not back completely. My tablet needs more pen nibs before I can draw some more. I've been so busy and I am exhausted. I have so many messages right now as well as notes that I will try and get to when I have the energy and less school work. The fact that I am awake right now amazes me.
So this is what I have been up to currently:
Art school and all that it brings.
Lots of school work
Intense growth in maturity.
Trying to figure out the relationship I want to build with my mother and not running away from my problems anymore.
City living.
Finding out who I am(but I pretty much have it figured out.)
Not enough drawing.
Homework all the time.
Living with a roomate.
Dealing with depression and confliction again.
I have some commission work to do, but I am most likely not going to open commissions for a while until I get more used to my schedule.
I am doing better and feeling a little better too. I am just exhausted right now and have homework to do. I will be back for sure when I get the pen nibs in. I have to finish writing for school and then I need to go to bed right now.
I guess I had one of those strange live changing chain of events and personal growth that has lead to this all. I'm not back completely. My tablet needs more pen nibs before I can draw some more. I've been so busy and I am exhausted. I have so many messages right now as well as notes that I will try and get to when I have the energy and less school work. The fact that I am awake right now amazes me.
So this is what I have been up to currently:
Art school and all that it brings.
Lots of school work
Intense growth in maturity.
Trying to figure out the relationship I want to build with my mother and not running away from my problems anymore.
City living.
Finding out who I am(but I pretty much have it figured out.)
Not enough drawing.
Homework all the time.
Living with a roomate.
Dealing with depression and confliction again.
I have some commission work to do, but I am most likely not going to open commissions for a while until I get more used to my schedule.
I am doing better and feeling a little better too. I am just exhausted right now and have homework to do. I will be back for sure when I get the pen nibs in. I have to finish writing for school and then I need to go to bed right now.
Hi, I almost died literally
Hello, Deviant art seems to have changed completely while I was gone. I should have predicted that the 2007 style web design was going to evolve. Now on to the more serious part, I ended up developing a not so fun auto immune disease ( severe Crohn's disease) while studying abroad in Finland. I have had it since 2018, but it got really bad and I ended up in the hospital a few times for extended stays and about a dozen ER visits. I'm apparently one of my GI doctor's worst cases. I ended up not being able to get adequate healthcare for about a year. By the time I got back to my home country I was unable to walk or eat. I had to get iv nutrition, iron, and a crap ton of potassium which was low enough to pretty much end me. I don't really want to talk about it too much more, but my digestive system is severally damaged and I almost lost my colon thanks to some serious complications (the whole thing looks like someone hit it with a metal rake really hard). Half of 2018 and all of 2019 was
Moving to Finland August 26th
Hello! I have had a very inactive summer online, but an overly active one else-wise. Earlier this year I got accepted to Aalto University in Finland. Since then I have spent the summer getting ready to move. Its been a stressful yet exciting process. I applied for student housing back in May, but have yet to hear back. So now I need to figure out housing all over again.
I expect to be more active mid September. Hopefully then I can post more stuff.
I lost my list! Let me know if I owe you art
Hello,
So I am back and looks like I will be for a while too. I plan on getting some art done this week as well.
I seemed to have miss placed my original list of owed art. I am still searching for it. If I owe you art please let me know here and give me as much information as possible. I must of lost it during finals.
Quick Update about Life and Projects
Hello, I am sorry that I keep writing journals every few months. Many of these have titles such as "I am back" or "A live", but then I never post anything. I can't remember the exact titles. These are true. I do intend on posting and being much more active again. I have been drawing a lot and continue to practice. However, I am currently working on one of the largest school projects I have ever had. It limits most of my free drawing time and I am constantly doing homework as well.
I am currently working on my last large school assignment. I am creating a virtual reality aviary of extinct bird species. All of the work is done by me which mean
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I MISSED YOU!!! Sounds like you've had a time though, jeez.